我的人生在接下来的5年内...不，甚至于2-3年内，会有什么样的变化？
难道还是一事无成。

我能引以为荣的“成就”，是什么？
历史将不留下我的痕迹。
我“存在”过吗？
谁有见证了我的存在？
当身边的人们往生后，
又会有谁记得我？

我的坚持，
人生，
既然如此不值一提，
也不过是地球上，数十亿人口的那么一位...
有必要“努力”的理由吗？

“努力”是为了什么？
自己吗？
得以成就又为了什么？
为社会付出，为了什么？

自满。
价值。
贡献。
人生必走的道路。
理所当然的。

内心深处的呐喊，
谁听得见？

社会对我的要求，
我非得回应吗？

想自私却又狠不下心。
愧疚之心。
被束缚到快窒息了。

*bows*

Missed Me? *winks*

bwahaha i know i've been missed due to my lack of blog entries cos i've been procrastinating forever to post my drafts out and omg... it's been a mth!!! wahahahahha

i've gotten countless 'complaints' frm my dear friends so i think i better get my ass off the couch and start some serious blogging already. my last update was since Feb 26th.

SO, in other words, any entries you see that's dated any time after Feb 26th, it's new. hehehehehe

have fun!!

xxxxxx

i've finished watching Nodame no Cantabile: Europe Special and I love it!!!!
nodame is as cute as ever but chiaki's hair kinda sucked hahahaha and they *chu-ed!*
which is the most exciting part and it's fun seeing how chiaki becomes jealous and realising the importance of nodame to him. *grin*

i wanna watch kurosagi movie too.

other movies i watched and are reaaaaaaaally good are:
1. Vitus
2. Always~ sanchome no yuuhi (evening on third street)
3. Millennium Actress (satoshi kon's work - anime)
4. Step Up 2
5. Juno

I still have alot more shows in my pending list to clear (omg):
1. Beck
2. Sugar & Spice
3. Liar Game
4. Fracture
5. Zodiac
6. No country for old men
7. all the hk dramas helen provided
8. drama lent to me by my HR director
9. Bara nai no hanaya drama on tudou.com

*faint*